Emotions

I guess I kind of assume that, as musicians, we are a pretty emotional bunch.

well, speaking for myself, I am an emotional train-wreck a lot of the time.
For reasons that are too complicated to explain.

It helps me make music. So I refuse any sort of medication.

I figure some of you have something like that going on.
No need to confess here. I just felt like I should.

This is the Fortress. I have no secrets here.

Z

LOLOL Well we all know IM NOT EMOTIONAL!..

I dont go to music with it, but i do hear it in my music AFTER i make a tune. But at the time, im fine.

DACE>

Yeah, we all have different ways of expressing it.
Sometimes it shows up in my lyrics, but a lot of times it just gives me fuel to write with.


Z

When i FIRST came online it helped me a ton..People were nice and supportive and would talk with you. NOW, only a small small group of cool people there for me.
Shows you how FAKE most people are.
But im happy with the friends i DO have.

I know this...Without YOU Z...our friendship, all you give, AFR, FOS, support, help, I would NOT be online.

All this is NOT sad! its TRUTH....I know who loves me. Some are not around alot, but they stay true to me in "there" time.

DACE>

Thanks Dace. I feel the same way.

People seem to travel in groups through life. It's nice to stay connected to those
that are true.

That's why F.O.S. is so cool. Everyone that does show up is True. Even if they
can't make it every day, or have computer problems, or whatever.

They show up because they want to.

Which is nice.


Z

yeah, as a right brained person/artistic mind, i am a bit more intune with my emotions. but usually not to moody. though being a woman aswell...i get PMS(which IS very real)! i can tell when i am ovulating, because i do have some mood swings or am extra sensitive...along with cramps and cravings aswell.

GinNger wrote:yeah, as a right brained person/artistic mind, i am a bit more intune with my emotions. but usually not to moody. though being a woman aswell...i get PMS(which IS very real)! i can tell when i am ovulating, because i do have some mood swings or am extra sensitive...along with cramps and cravings aswell.

Oh I know PMS is real..... The wife's been having it for 10 years -- STRAIGHT!

Z

I have found Ginn to be the best of friends..We are on and off, but she loves me, and I her..I was cleaning out my mail-box at SC...TONS of PMs from Ginn.. And she is TO sexy...
Love you so Ginn.

Z....did you a tune about this just now. cloud is being a dick, cant get it uploaded..soon tho.

DACE>

haha well i know how i get sometimes when i'm pmsing...and if i was like that all the time, i'd be a lonely person . i sometimes get emotional about the simplest stuff, or cry during a sad movie(that's the only time i would do that). but thankfully that only lasts a few days. wew

DACE wrote:I have found Ginn to be the best of friends..We are on and off, but she loves me, and I her..I was cleaning out my mail-box at SC...TONS of PMs from Ginn.. And she is TO sexy...
Love you so Ginn.

Z....did you a tune about this just now. cloud is being a dick, cant get it uploaded..soon tho.

DACE>

aw thanks, dace! i don't mean to seem on and off again. i just sometimes don't log on for days at a time or i just read. but i'm still around . now that it's getting cooler, i'll be spending more time indoors...summer i'm usually out as much as i can in my free time.

Nah....Did not mean it in a bad way...just thats our friendship..But its "true"..We find our way back to each other..allways have. I have other friends that its the same way. We all need our time.
DACE>

I hope you'll all excuse me if I don't open up here as my life is a bit too complicated to discuss in a forum even with friends.

I am a person who "bottles it all up" anyway and then lets it out through my music.

As long as I have my music then I will be OK

This place is also a good refuge......Thanks guys

globaltrancemission wrote:I hope you'll all excuse me if I don't open up here as my life is a bit too complicated to discuss in a forum even with friends.

I am a person who "bottles it all up" anyway and then lets it out through my music.

As long as I have my music then I will be OK

This place is also a good refuge......Thanks guys

Absolutely fine Peter. We can all share as much or as little as we want.
And music does speak volumes.

Z

About half with me is shared online...And its miss-understood most times.
Im NOT an angry person. Im NOT down all the time. Im just not good with words.

I wish i could upload the tune i did , but connect is bad today.

Anyway...

DACE>

DACE wrote:About half with me is shared online...And its miss-understood most times.
Im NOT an angry person. Im NOT down all the time. Im just not good with words.

I wish i could upload the tune i did , but connect is bad today.

Anyway...

DACE>

Yeah, easy to be misunderstood online. I think you are writing better all the time.
I can vouch for you. You're a gentle soul. Honest and true.

As a lot of people know, I tend to share too much online, and have been burned badly for it in the past.
Still paying for it really...
But, I figure, what the hell. If people don't like it they can turn the channel.

Z