I have been "USED-UP"!!!

After 3 years online, I have been Used-Up!
Meaning that people have Take'n what they wanted from Me and my Music.
I have nothing to offer them now.
Theres nothing left to tell or share.
Theres no music they can take from.

Do I blame them?? Nah....I knew it was going to happen.

Life has shown me people use you to try and make themself happy.

I feel "Used"! But HELL! thats "worth" right???

I started out online ALONE......Im back at that point.
Lots of changes in my life FAST!
I dont belong online....Or on this earth. NEVER HAVE!...Dont know WHY im here really.

Here I set typing to myself...Happy, but empty. Nothing left to give/share.

WHAT DOES IT MATTER???????????????
NOT MUCH!

At least I know where im at..

DACE>

hey dace...i'm sorry you feel that way! i didn't forget about you...

Ahhh...I feel better now.

Sometimes I just need to say things. Or write things out.
There "feelings", good or bad. Must have both right?

Im cool..

You never felt "used up"????? I have many times.
Just another go round..

How you?

DACE>

i'm glad you feel better! yeah, i didn't feel...i knew i was being used and i cut the ties anytime i did. it's happened a few times...but not so much by my online friends. i stand my gound now and don't let people walk all over me like i used to.

I have felt that way Dace. Used and Abused.

Somedays it just seems that "It's all about *THEM*" (whoever "they" are).

Blow off steam here anytime. Venting is good.

I prefer to think of my music as an infection. Spreading slowly.
Erasing conformity from each mind. One by one.

That makes the listener the victim.... not me.

Z

Ginn, Z, Thanks for understanding..

HEY! New day...

Kids being gone is a hard one.
Did not figgure it would be.
Dont know what to do now?
Just be DACE , i guess.
I know a few good people that would like that from me..
But, anyway.
Thanky.


DACE>

if i lived closer i'd come jam out with you...and beg you to teach me how to use this mixer i have lol...and other stuff. i need to learn from someone that knows. that would keep you busy for awhile lol.